( Because being happy is how you get hurt. ...Though, to be fair, she was miserable throughout the last four years of school and she got plenty hurt then, so maybe that thesis is shaky. )
Ugh... ( She presses the heels of her hands into her eyes as she groans. This is all so needlessly complicated. The part of herself which just wants to be left alone to self-implode grinds up against the girl who's actually been happy here, despite her better judgement.
The question that spills out of her is asked so quietly that Ryouma would be forgiven if he didn't hear it; )
... What if I'm wrong?
( About Shin. About Ryouma. About literally anyone here she's begun to categorise as not that bad.
What if she puts all this effort into repairing this rift and she's wrong, and she gets hurt? )
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Ugh... ( She presses the heels of her hands into her eyes as she groans. This is all so needlessly complicated. The part of herself which just wants to be left alone to self-implode grinds up against the girl who's actually been happy here, despite her better judgement.
The question that spills out of her is asked so quietly that Ryouma would be forgiven if he didn't hear it; )
... What if I'm wrong?
( About Shin. About Ryouma. About literally anyone here she's begun to categorise as not that bad.
What if she puts all this effort into repairing this rift and she's wrong, and she gets hurt? )