(Fists clenched, standing tall, practically shaking besides himself, and clenching his jaw tightly, he can feel his temper rise.
"You went through the same things" and what does he know about that? It's not like he was there.
"I can't understand 'cause I didn't see it" He can't.
"But I can try." And this is it?
"I'm doing my best." Is he?
"See?" No.
"I'm sorry." For what?!
Each piece chips at him and it makes him feel so damned tired putting up with it all.)
If ya don't understand... (This is what it is. It's all a misunderstanding. He knows it. He's always known. Even from his side, it's a clear misunderstanding because even Hizen can't understand. No matter how much he tries to make sense of it and how much he rationalizes it, there are still things he can't understand. He tries to keep his voice calm but there's obvious tension. He speaks slowly and carefully. It's a very controlled tone,) Then why don't ya ask?
(A tremble sneaks slips into his words, betraying his own frustrations,)
no subject
"You went through the same things" and what does he know about that? It's not like he was there.
"I can't understand 'cause I didn't see it" He can't.
"But I can try." And this is it?
"I'm doing my best." Is he?
"See?" No.
"I'm sorry." For what?!
Each piece chips at him and it makes him feel so damned tired putting up with it all.)
If ya don't understand... (This is what it is. It's all a misunderstanding. He knows it. He's always known. Even from his side, it's a clear misunderstanding because even Hizen can't understand. No matter how much he tries to make sense of it and how much he rationalizes it, there are still things he can't understand. He tries to keep his voice calm but there's obvious tension. He speaks slowly and carefully. It's a very controlled tone,) Then why don't ya ask?
(A tremble sneaks slips into his words, betraying his own frustrations,)
'Stead of talking about things you don't know?