[ neither of these things is what he's expecting and it shows. ]
Really? Not at all? Then—...
[ he wants to yell "what's the point?!" because the feeling builds up in his chest all of a sudden out of nowhere. that's how he's felt about where he's ended up, just doing things because he has to do them. ryouma does it because he figures someone has to but it doesn't mean he'd wish it on anyone else either.
he manages to suppress the urge and asks a different question instead. ]
What about what you want?
[ ryouma realises he's gotten so internally worked up about one thing he's forgotten that izō had asked him something else too. ]
no subject
Really? Not at all? Then—...
[ he wants to yell "what's the point?!" because the feeling builds up in his chest all of a sudden out of nowhere. that's how he's felt about where he's ended up, just doing things because he has to do them. ryouma does it because he figures someone has to but it doesn't mean he'd wish it on anyone else either.
he manages to suppress the urge and asks a different question instead. ]
What about what you want?
[ ryouma realises he's gotten so internally worked up about one thing he's forgotten that izō had asked him something else too. ]
... And you say that like I haven't ever used it.