Well, I'm still a Servant so that's something in my favour, right?

[ he won't end up dead if he's harder to kill? this is not an ideal way of looking at it. his voice gets quieter when he speaks again. ]

Anyway, I'm not being too careless. I can't help but feel like the Daitengu's counting on me.

[ he doesn't like admitting it and probably wouldn't admit it to anyone else because it sounds too self-important. mostly it's the pressure he's been imposing on himself which has not improved since the Daitengu called him out by name. ]